I had been dreading this week for some time because I would 1) have to deal with the reality that I wouldn't be in my job next year and thus meet the person who may replace me and 2) tell my boss when my last day is.
I have been dreading #1 because for me goodbyes and my leaving have never been good. Ultimately, I have been forgotten and replaced...and that scares me. I know I have mentioned this a lot the last couple of weeks and I don't want to feel this way, but I do. I know intellectually that this isn't the case, but emotionally is another story. However, I met the guy...and I have nothing to worry about. He has nothing on me personally. I don't mean that arrogantly or pridefully, rather I just mean that I will leave my own legacy and what God has done through me can't be reversed or erased.
I have been dreading #2 because well, let's face it, my boss is a jerk and I didn't want to deal with his head games. So, I went in to tell him and he didn't care. I was worried for nothing.
It's a liberating feeling to feel this free. I feel as if the weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders. I give all glory and honor to Jesus because without Him...I could not have made it through. He has been my rock and my safe harbor. I love him and am so thankful.
I also have to thank my friends for supporting me, praying for me, loving me, and encouraging me. They're amazing....I am better for having them in my life.
So, as I head to bed I can rest in the knowledge that this week was a blessing in disguise...I got to see and feel God's peace, I got to trust my friend's with my heart....and I have tasted the sweetness of FREEDOM!!!!
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