So, I was telling a friend of mine yesterday that I feel like my blog has gotten way too serious. I want some lighthearted moments! But no! Once again....change. I hate change. I can't even begin to describe how much I abhor change. For the most part, change in my life hasn't meant good. It's almost always meant heartache, sadness, and lonliness. So, if that's the case why would I ever look forward to change?? I know some people who thrive on change...what in the world is wrong with them? Change sucks!
I think that for the most part what's hard for me right now is how much and how fast change is coming in my life. I can handle a little at a time, but when I feel like it's all happening at break-neck speed...well, I can't handle that! It's too much too soon. I want stability, I want continuity, I want dependability.
I guess that's one of those things that makes me long for heaven. I can't wait for time with Jesus that will never end, there will be no sadness, there will be no "restructures." Rather, we'll be at peace, have never ending joy, and dance on streets of gold. Sigh. That sounds amazing. Oh....come soon Lord Jesus, come soon!
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