Not again

It seems to me that sometimes my life is stuck on repeat. I repeat the same bad decisions...something I see/hear triggers something in me again and my reaction is repeated...again. I am sick of it. I am sick of having to fight so much all the time. To keep from repeating the same patterns.

It amazes me that though our enemy isn't omniscient, omnipresent, or omnipotent he knows exactly how to tempt me...how to get me to trip over myself and fall flat on my face. How is that? How does he know me so well? What have I done to aid him? How is it that one picture, one harmless little picture can send me spiraling into my own hell?

UGH. I hate the devil.