Makes sense

Dating. A natural phenomenon for everyone. Or at least for everyone, but me. For much of my adult life when it comes to dating I have felt like a kid who has pressed her nose against the candy store window looking at all the sweet treats, but unable to indulge. That is, until now.

I had my first date today and I have to say...I now know why God protected me from this. I do not like it! There's too much pressure and as someone with a sensitive heart I know that I was not cut out for all this dating stuff! I was a nervous wreck beforehand and during. Granted, it was a date with someone whose first language is not the same as mine, but still...it was completely unsettling. I understand now why in His wisdom the Lord spared me these roller coaster feelings/emotions...dating is hard.