Enough already

I am the type of person who when I see something that I want, or think that I want it, I can't get it out of my head no matter how much I try to talk myself out of it. It happens in almost every facet of my life. When I see a pair of shoes I want, but know that I really can't afford them or I don't need them...well, I obsesss over them for days later until I either cave in and buy them or just drive myself nuts. I really have never been good at waiting. That whole delayed gratification thing is lost on me.

There's something that I want right now and I can't have it and it's seriously putting me over the edge of sanity. I'm finding it hard to focus and get past it and it's really pissing me off. If I were braver or able to be a little more vulnerable, I would post what it is that's driving me nuts. But as it is, it's way too embarrassing. If this stupidity doesn't end soon, I'm either going to scream or flat out crack. Either way, Lord, please, please, please let me have some peace!!! :)